When all you do is feel...

Black and White (and Red ALL OVER)

Not much to talk about... just not understanding a few things. Why are people still racist? And why has it been me that has to be the butt of all the jokes. Fuckin people man. No one understands. If u rid me of my skin... I will have the same things as u. I am sorry I am darker than you but I am not above u or below u... I am ur equal. I am happy to have coworkers who really stepped up to bat for me. From delivering desserts and closing out tickets to holding my close while I needed to cry. EVen racist coworkers let me know I was amazing and I shouldnt allow ppl to bring me down. And thank God for amazing bosses that I will miss dearly who will do anything to make me happy and keep me smiling. I have truly learned through this experience that maybe I hate my customers and even coworkers sometimes. But that is my home away from home. Applebees literally saved my life when I attepted to kill myself. Who knows who would have found me. Thank you God for allowing my coworkers to help me see the beauty in even the shittiest of situations. And thanks again for management who have become some of my closest friends. Not many people are that blessed.

so bruh...

I guess if it still feels good even when all thats said is true.

Only 1 thing can be said.

Im in love.