Beauty and Happiness

Tired to death

I'm exhausted. I wish I just had a minute to sit down and enjoy life. Well, last night with my best friends felt like that. Even if it was just a few hours it was enough fuel to keep me going. Life is on the turn around. I'm just praying for the strength to make it there. I know its coming. I just need to work through this mess. But like my best friend told me... Never fear shadows bc that just means there is a light coming from somewhere.

No Good

I'm still no good. Trash fallen from the trashcan and left on the curb. The furniture that is used and placed on craigslist and when everyone passes... They look and say thats why they gave that shit away for free and drives off pissed. I'm just that. No good. Useless for every mission I have gone out on. I have failed. Every thing I tried to change, I lost. I'm just not the one. I should be alone. I'm not the one for anyone. I need to just be content with the fact that I won't ever be enough. If I was there wouldn't be anyone else. And if I was, I'd be the one.

I'm just a no one. Goodbye world. At least for a long time.

misery (my new favorite word)