My love for you has developed into a creative artistic poet like Shakespeare, my words could paint you a dimensional picture with the perfect written scripture to capture the most passionate and romantic mixture of love & lust just to tell you how sweet your lips were.
You have a certain je ne sais quoi that I find indefinable. I try to find a concept way of explaining in great detail of how your indescribable beauty can possibly be described but it really remains impossible to be defined.
Is it wrong to be inspired by an artist I turn to when I receive so much passiveness? Who has helped me out of all the badness and harshness that covers reality in its most secretly darkest form, when everything is wrong I can always relate to a specific song. Maybe I'm just in desperate need of new headphones.. its been too long.
I can't even speak when I cry, so how can anybody read the signs when their completely blind? My whole disguise is pretty much a lie, my inner side knows im not fine. My inner beauty outshines my ugly on the outside. I wear a reflected smile to hide my sadness deep down inside. I'm just trying to open your eyes and guide you inside my mind but I'm too scared to let you know what you may find. A man who doesn't even know how to be a guy..
You are the happiness I needed to find, you are the only person I can see by my side in time.. so will you be mine?
I've allowed you to enter my zone to dig me out of this hole when I was feeling so alone. When my emotions froze, my whole body felt cold but you wrapped your love around my heart to keep me warm. Now I feel reborn.. You gave my life purpose when I felt completely worthless. I just really hope I still have my way with words when I see you in person. I know I'm going to be feeling more than nervous. Your beauty alone is enough to keep me wordless..
I can admire from afar because your eyes sparkle like the stars. I will always see the kindness in the colour of your iris even when they're speaking in complete silence. The colour of your eyes is the colours of another galaxy from another dimensionality they tell me you will never let me fall, with or without gravity. Your pupils from out of space are enough to lure me in like a black hole and get me lost inside your face. You're not like any other girl I've known.. you have to be from another world in a different time zone. It's so surreal the way you make me feel.. I find it so hard to believe that you're actually real.
I don't know whether or not im more womanly or manly when I approach you romantically. I just know I desperately need the woman of my fantasy. Therefore isn't it time to turn my dreams into reality?
I have no knowledge of how my body is progressing from day to day but I know the feelings I have for you will always remain. I want to be the security to all of your uncertainty for eternity.
Love isn't enough of an emotion to capture the true meaning to the way I'm feeling.. if only you could feel the way I'm feeling.
I thought it would be hard to open up your heart after being left broken hearted in the past.. but you see the me people don't see behind the mask.
Only thing that is hurting is my wrist. (not really but you know i have that problem) But I am making sure you know I have put all of my heart in this! I'm thinking of holding your hips dancing under the stars in the late night mist completely lost in the deepest abyss of your love waiting for our lips to hint you're my future miss in an instant with just one kiss. I want to be so close to your face I can smell how sweet your lips taste. I can only anticipate.. until then I just wait.
