Just Looking a Little Dull

I guess it happens to everyone. I cant really think of a time before now when it really happened to me. I am sad. My mood has changed a lot the past few days. I have had an amazing day but just a few words can make u feel like you shouldnt be happy and maybe I should change. Well I will. Maybe its time. Maybe I was always unhappy and became comfortable. Who knows. But fuck Monday. Im starting right now. I never was this girl. But I guess you have to be to be really happy. I just dont really know right now...