Dead

I havent felt like this in a while. no clever trickery. no good spacing. just dead.

i feel like a kids favorite game. he plays so much he just gets tired of it. and then once he goes away for awhile he came back and the game seems more fun bc of the break he took. like a little more exciting. but then the kid remembers how to play and starts getting into the groove of things. now he starts using the tricks he used to and it is obvious that history will repeat itself. and like b4... the kid will grow tired.it all starts out the same. damn u games. whatever happened to reading?

if i were a book. then the first time u read a book you dog-ear the pages you loved and highlight the quotes you wanna remember (at least i do... im a real active reader) and then a kid goes back and reads his old books... he finds lines that he didnt see before. that directly relate to where he is in life now. u know... everytime u read it - depending on what you're going through - u get a something different.

but how can you get something different... when what u put in is the EXACT same.

fuck the bears. go hibernate.