life... is too short.
:_(
i wish i could just touch people and heal them with the things i believe about them. just make them feel better with my thoughts. i really love people. hard. everyone really. except for like 2 ppl. and even them. i wouldnt ever want them to hurt.
maybe if i promise to dedicate the rest of my life to something bigger... if i touch you you will heal. maybe i can suck the pain right out of u. so that u will know that eveything will be ok. maybe i can take it from u. maybe i can go instead. i will find a way to convey every thought so that b4 you ever get a chance to hurt... i will stand at your side and love u. with everything i have. u wont leave. you will be ok.
i trust in God with everything that i have. i know He will help me. i need you to trust Him too.
pray with me please. Hold my hand. and tell me things will work out. tell me it was a mistake. tell me it was just another lie. u needed my attention bc i wasnt there. tell me u love me and u wont leave. tell me these tears will be of joy bc u will call me with good news.
what is postive about this? i hate this world.
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